I took a trip down to
Blowjob Park after drinking 17 cups of Nescafé.
Don’t mind me, I was just toiling away the hours searching ebay for used
pantyhose and watching plus size pantyhose try on haul videos on youtube. Oh my tender heart, it can’t take this! I read a book recently. Of course I spent most of my day playing
Mario Golf for the Game Boy Color, still arguably the greatest video game ever
made. The movie Princesas always makes
me cry. I just love that movie and
Candela Pena’s performance in it so much.
I’ve added it to my all time favorites list but of course that doesn’t
really mean anything because I’m an utterly worthless person and growing more worthless
by the minute. Another night failure
begins now. No, I’m already in the
throes of it and my hands are very cold.
I wonder what time I’ll wake up. I’ve
been listening to some Frank Zappa music recently. And other music too. Hope for Vikina. By now I probably know. I drove many miles to watch Parasite but not
as many as for Suspiria. I’ll drive many
miles for Pain and Glory. I feel
blessed. I am but I don’t acknowledge it
nearly enough. Please let that be the
last time.
I was drinking black
coffee while finishing the Ken Russell movie Gothic. Or was i?
the more I learn the less I want to know. Let’s show this asshole we mean business. I’m
currently reading the book Rum Punch by Elmore Leonard! Or am I?
The more I learn the less I want to know. No, wait!
I definitely am! It’s a real
corker of a novel! That Leonard sure knows
how to spin a yarn! It’s good to mix up
your reading. Is D’arcy an underrated
bassist? Hard to say. Finally, I’ll watch the extended cut of
Margaret. I haven’t been able to stop
thinking about the theatrical cut for the past 15 years. I recently watched the movie The Love Witch
and loved it! I was drinking heavily
while watching it but that’s only because I’m often drinking heavily. I would have ordered the little kit with all
the hip tie in shit but I used up all my money (this was shortly after I was
living like a king in the big apple). I’ve
watched a dance competition over the past several weeks. What happened? I was doing so well and now I’m back to
wasting large blocks of time again! I need
to break out my old brown binder of management practices and really bone up on
proper time management!
I wanted to get very
close to a painting today but could not bring myself to do so I just got kinda
close but I did walk away with a small card that has an image of the painting
and I guess that’s the best I can do. Thinking
of that late period Argento now. Man, I love
Joe Lally’s bass playing, just fuckign love it, so fuckign inspirational. Eric Avery too! What a player! And Sting!
And loads of others! You know, I love
Flea, just love him, beautiful creative lines BUT I’ve never really been a big
fan of his tone. I’m sorry. I feel like shit for saying it! I’m gonna get a drink soon. You know who’s an underrated bassist?! Ben Shepherd from Soundgarden! Man, Superunknown is full of tasty sumptuous
playing! Can’t forget about all the
great keyboard bass out there. I just
have to play my tambourine. Now I get
it, though it’s much darker in this contemporary context. My fault, no one else’s. great placement right before something purely
patriotic. I regressed. I messed up.
I hate you! (I’m
talking to myself). I was listening to
Ataxia’s first album earlier today while gleefully sinning (later on this glee
would be transformed into deep self loathing and such is the nature of
wisdom!). I love that album and it is a
constant aspirational and inspirational force.
You know, The Empire Strikes Back is just a great popcorn film! Juts a classic slice of grand
entertainment. I’m still much more of a
Trek guy then a War guy but… but you know what?! Why the hell do we have to choose? You can like what you like and that’s
it. Whatever, I’ve already lost interest
in anything I’m saying. Angel dust
tomorrow. Thank you Milica for dressing so wonderfully again. oh, i so desperately need help.
Of course, I understand
now! My mental and emotional self
defense against my self is too damn strong!
That’s why the much needed self loathing is always suppressed! I need to kill those defenses! I need to bathe in that self loathing! Also, I’m damn excited for Camila Cabello’s
new album dropping this coming Friday!
Hope I can find a few extra bucks on the street so I can purchase a
physical copy!
Is this the dark
chapter of my life, he asked himself. I want
to spend this upcoming Saturday doing nothing for 7 straight hours. Trent Reznor has artistically aged the best
more than just about anyone involved in popular music in the past 30
years. I really like the 80’s Scott
Walker album Climate of Hunter. I really
like the 80’s Elvis Costello album Imperial Bedrooms. I really like the writing of Barry Gifford and
Elmore Leonard and Phillip K. Dick and J.G. Ballard and William Burroughs. I’m overall quite a worthless person. oh, I also really like Wes Craven’s 70’s
movie The Hills Have Eyes. Alexandre Aja’s
00’s remake was really good too! And I really
like his most recent movie Crawl! I utterly
failed again quite recently, twice in fairly rapid succession. I feel so grateful that there is so much art
in the world for me to enjoy and investigate.
Martin Scorsese’s last 2 movies are as perfect a career capper as I could
imagine; they are stunning and beautiful works.
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