Such intense darkness. I
wonder if that’s just a week away as has been predicted. I’ve often suspected that that planet would
be the death of us all, so hidden as it is.
No one is quite so tender. Laughing right now as plans are being
made. Almost no one else was kept. I woke up from a dream, an ode to an ex
comrade in arms. There was no
betrayal. Things often reach their
natural conclusion and we just have to recognize that. You turn the buffalo. Still, years ago with the daybreakers. Nearly a decade. That wasn’t the right Claudia. This would be the most perfect vintage. He’d like to think you’ll get the joke. Why not?
Boy, I need a drink right now. Straight
booze. I was robbed from seeing the
Little Star yesterday. This robbery will haunt me til the end of my miserable
days. Love Duff’s sound and
influences. Whisky stained strings. I’ve
seen success. It does not look like
me. this is the final indictment. I am off on more pointless ventures. my time is no longer my own. I simply do not matter. I know something is very wrong. Need to get things in order. I realized recently I have a lot of excess
crud. I think I should start giving
things away. I’m a completely useless
character. Where and when did it all go
so wrong? Playing it so straight. I understand that impulse. So far it lacks that constant presence of the
one accused and later hunted. That constant
overarching thing. I suspect this will
be remedied. And no humor. Pitch black.
I don’t need it but I really want the Nate Mendel Signature P Bass. It’s a beautiful and affordable instrument,
sounds just lovely! Finally, The
Addiction – one of my favorite movies of all time – is receiving a deluxe blu
ray release. These are miniature
explorations of evil and that is a fascinating conceit. This one travels straight down the middle for
me after the nigh high of the previous entry.
I did love the interplay between young and old. Those are key and lovely interactions. Odd that I should be asking for an injection
of humanity. Very soon I will eat
salmon. Where can I find red salmon at
this hour? I showed and was just looking
for a cup of black coffee and a cheeseburger.
Gonna have to take it slow from now on.
Old hands keep seizing up on me.
finished red sparrow the other day.
Then finished another book that I just loved. Need to Gilliam variant now. I loved sparrow. Or did i?
either way I ‘ll be reading book 2 in the trilogy. And now my thumb isbleeding. Time to turn out all the stops and just eat
more triscuits. Damn, how many cues can
a man miss?! I need to be discreet about the sending. 94 points, right? Picnic?
There was a picnic taking place in the scattered remains of unwanted children. Briefly, he was there. flashforward and back again to… I don’t even know. There was andrea but not a female. How operatic of you I said, and then on your
shores. The lower floor. One day a chance encounter that never took
place. I believe I’m a real boy. That reference
should solve most things. so little to
say about this one. it was just
another. Recommendations were made later
on. Thank you kindly. The walls are closing in. I need to get somewhere and I hope that giant
and terrible manta rays looming large ahead will permit me to pass. Over a year ago there were Sundays without
rest and only a betrayal of hearts. I stacked
the deck against myself. Now I type
while looking over my shoulder. I am
unsane, that’s what I always need to remember.
No one deserves the agony of my presence. Went through it all and still
can’t pinpoint where it all went wrong though I suppose it doesn’t matter. The choices are the right ones. No such craziness exits. Just a motely assortment of folks who want his
head. And now The Most Violent again. Please
let me see these. The Little Star was already
stolen away but The Most Violent…? Electronic
walls were keeping him in place and the clash felt so good in that moment and
where is that waitress with my drink?
Terrific ass. I don’t know what I
would write on the card but it would surely be something brief with a failed
attempt at wit. I forgot to ask how the
movie was but not really. So many
tones. I would be jealous if s/he had a
natural finish stringray. Casual
imagery. Blue jeans. Not Blue Jean. Or maybe.
That one is rarely touched. But I
like. What a beautiful rainy day. Almost finished the. They all hate me with good reason. No point in asking for forgiveness. The best way to truly ask is by absence. That is the only legitimate way. I need help with this because underneath
everything I am absolutely awful. X was
great though. I ain’t talkin’ about
Mega Man. I’ve been letting the bastards grind me
down. I’m no acrobat, regrettably. Need to head to the corner market and buy
some limes. With any luck I’ll encounter
a Mexican prostitute. There sure will be
a lot of flowers in the coming month. The
lead is very good. Makes me want to go
out and purchase something pulpy and something pumpkin. What time do I need to humiliate myself
tomorrow? All that horseshit goes on the
backburner. No, can’ t be like that
anymore. Can’t say things are looking
up. Or can i? privacy is priceless to me. or is it?
Happy travels young lovers. I hope
those plans were not too…what I’m trying to say is I hope everything is okay. Don’t
settle. My words have been entirely forgotten
to everyone but myself. The tenderness
in the denouement was my favoritist part.
It was lovely and tender and honest.
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