I’ve been on a big noir kick lately! Or have I?
The more I learn the less I want to know. I drank heavily last night from a bottle of
very cheap red wine I purchased at the
corner store. I’ve really been paying attention to the dust lately; blue
backdrop and an elegant white bird in the foreground. I understand the concept of peacock in the
snow and realize it all relates to the lush land of Italy where I’ve never
travelled but who knows what the future may bring? I cooked liver last night and consumed it
with a cup of red red wine. I like that
song Lemon Crush from the Batman soundtrack (not the score mind you but the score is great too). It’s like eating a giant lush cold piece of
chocolate cake. Even though I’m not
really a cake guy, more of a pie man. Very
soon of course, I must acquire the initial zorn of mine. mayhaps I was taken
deep into the throes of inspiration while listening to the scrotum impaled man
tear it up on the sax in the luna lounge!
Of course, again, the dust is linked up heavily or something or
other. There’s someone in my house. A new volume of ugliness is calling to
me. I had liver and onions for dinner
last night and liver and onions for lunch today. And then I ate a popsicle. And such is the nature of wisdom.
Of course I spent a decent amount of. I’m drinking again but hey. I watched Meet the Feebles recently and loved
it. That Jackson used to make really good
films. It can be truly said that I ate a
can of yams for dinner.
It was all about memories or something. I think this is how life works. Then the recurrent moment of love and
inspiration and who did I see at the ball?
I’m already forgetting. Ah, now I
remember. We’re losing touch. I didn’t know what they hell they were
talking about but my body is not made of golden metal. Soon the season will begin anew. i adored the burning. slowly at first and then everything perfection in final moments. what does it all mean? i'll be haunted for long time.
And I think I understand what was being discussed
now that is then. My name is pena though
it never combs so neatly back. I am the
dreamer and you are the dream and this is….
Chinese box but that is much later and thankfully not even a concern
right now. That’s what it means to be a
world class lameass like yours falsely.
The colored ones intrigue me. I
am more interested than anything else but I don’t even know what that
means. Or why. There is a little teal
notepad by my keyboard. I don’t enough
enough booze for tonight. As I said, my
name is pena. Read the books. I started with Sartre. And now I won’t be able to sleep but it is
not his fault but rather the subject is the culprit. What have I done recently? Who can even say. Ah, the automobile. I did love the war of jokes and riddles. And my favorite color is red. Speaking of, I have the new…he said to me
when I climbed into the motor vehicle.
Then years later I would eat a sumptuous dinner straight from the can
and it all links back or something. I
just wish I knew who and why the fireworks were going off during the day time
but I think I have my answers and it all came after a brisk dance. I feel so shellish now. You know what I mean? I have a new old discovery. There is a lovely nurse waiting to provide
comfort. I need to get my ass out of the
dirt. I ate ramen earlier today. I informed a friend the other day of my way
to doom. The option for purchase is something which will destroy me. too much control. I can’t even think about anything
anymore. Now I see it all cleary no wait
that doesn’t make any sense because the most perfect analogy was spoken in
another language and it was all so beautiful and of course the clouds go away
but the sun doesn’t come back but that’s okay because there’s a blanket on
everything and I can sleep but without it I realize there is only being really
really scared. Dry. I felt love the other morning though. And then it all came down to what kind of
chew tobacco I’m going to chew and that’s what being Ricardo means to me. I guess.
Or something. I guess he showed
me what I was but maybe I’d feel so much more comfortable walking those urban
streets by myself that is until I encountered someone but who knows I just need
to…yeah, I know. I almost left my posh
flat today but I was too scared to. Then
I imagined myself being strangled and it was quite exciting. Lovely just the other day. I see it was a dinner and there was no such
thing as age and it was all happening in multiple eras and there was acceptance
and encouragement from a…who has had the most…one day take that trip but for
now was this a blissful sign of encouragement we must all strive to do the best
and enrich and make beautiful and I read a book by someone I really liked or
something but no this moment was superlative and copper hair and I realized the
thing about the profile but you know going down that road and I finally
understand why cruise me why cruise and I laughed and wondered if I qualify and
maybe I do and isn’t that just…lovely and inspiring and great and I
Luckily I made it home
in time to see Liptai Claudia from 2013. And for those seven minutes and seven
seconds everything was right in my perennially miserable world. Oh for my face to be her footrest (especially
after she had a long hard day of work) while she berates me would surely be the….
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