mill31&32&3m3c3(maybe?)

I’m thinking of changing my name to The Banana Brothers and taking credit for something not mine.  I recently ate nine hearty bowls of Kraft Macaroni and Cheese.   Or did I?  the more I learn the less I want to know.  I was reading from two separate books last night.  One has broken glass on the cover.  One has skulls on the cover.  Apropos of nothing I was recently unable to resist the lure of Diana’s fishnet pantyhose.  Hosiery controls my actions to an alarming rate.  I like to smell books when I read them.  I need to go to the liquor store later on.  Already, I don’t like what I’m writing here.  time to return though plentiful were skipped.  I see now how this all relates to  disconnected iteration involving cigarette being smoke by a non human entity.  Years having passed I need to break out and return.  I’m still bristling, not quite sure what to think.  I suspect it will only all make sense to me once I’ve absorbed it all.  Are we disappointed the apocalypse has not yet taken place?  We have a beautiful right to be cynical.  Confrontation in the stairwell and then I made the jump across the building, abandoning all negative attitudes. Apropos of nothing I just realized I was a brick in another life. 

I’m very happy now that Steven Knight’s film Serenity starring Matthew McConaughey and Anne Hathaway is out on blu ray and I plan to set aside my entire weekend to watch it as many times as possible in a 48 hour period while drinking Jim Beam and consuming frothy bowls of Cap N’ Crunch cereal with soy milk (cause cows are for calves).  It is easily my favorite movie so far in this great year of 2019.  I drank black coffee this morning.  I guess now molding two together because they feel of the same piece.  Actually that’s not really true but I think I’m seeing a through line here.  a welcome return, actually two welcome returns and maybe I know too much.  We can only learn so much and live (I need to travel back and dance the tango; I don’t cry much).  Maybe it’ll all feel right down the line but right now I regret the change but do not place any blame on the interpreter.  There was giddy inappropriateness right there in the church but now it was not a church but actually the setting of a grand reenactment or maybe it was a church and at one point there was a stuffed dinosaur and of course because of that I am now considering a new nightmare, which will always be amongst his favorites, especially as we consider skinning cats.  I was smoking a pack of kools the other day and it felt right.  Kools and coffee.  I need to buy a suit but not the type of suit ya’ll are thinkin’ of.  I need to buy a membrane. 

He spent part of the morning buried under Brazilian bbw (a lovely 350 pounds at least) Mary’s massive and punishing ass and found it to be an exhilarating and satisfying experience.  Mary’d put on a bit of weight recently which really enhanced the experience.  She talked politics during the act and he was unable to respond.  I need to order some books soon.  Skeletal horse just arrived by snail.  I need to move things around.  I need some boxes.  I need to use some bleach.  Chemicals have me.  when I open up that club I’m gonna blast some techno and drink a lot.  Wondering if the father was a big exaggerated.  Interpreter error may be to blame in that sense.  All mute joe wants to do is fuck and hence the nurse later on.  Font is important.  I need to find out the font he’s been using and then I need to purchase white.  Helluva color, white.  Helluva thing, killing a man.  He was looking at her in a very formal location and all of a sudden he realized she looks very much like Consejo Mundial de Lucha Libre luchadora Tiffany with whom he’s been unhealthily infatuated for years which he was now and forevermore infatuated with this lovely woman and then when he noticed she was also wearing flesh colored hosiery he nearly died of ecstasy and longed for her to use his face her footrest after she arrived home from a long hard sweaty day of good honest blue collar work, really pressing down on his face with hosiery clad soles and berating him in the English and Spanish languages. 

I’m investigating matters of before and after science.  I finished reading a book today.  I drank black coffee today.  I felt angry at one point and that anger was bolstered to an irrational level due to bad choices on my part.  Temptation and sin of the cheetah print variation.  There was a lot of paperwork to fill out.  Handshakes are very civil and appropriate.  I need to continue along with a thousand year narrative.  Very much on the nose there.  I watched a movie two nights ago that I loved.  Red and black arrived by snail.  I had so much and now I forgot it all.  Homicide by apple.  Distress.  We all have to be careful when in the lethal world of milkmen.  I can’t remember if I’ve talked about cereal already.  Immediate feelings of emptiness much deserved.  Nice to break things up with…I don’t know…free form something or another.  I’m drinking alcohol from a dirty glass.  There was a sturdy woman in pantyhose and black heels earlier and I found her to be utterly enchanting. 

Ah now, I remember where I was.  Not really.  But back to back.  Winners. All in different directions. But I am very involved. Maybe I’ll eat a sandwich tomorrow.  Maybe I’ll slit my wrist.  Won’t really make much of a difference.  Oh yeah, I forgot that I planned to drink in excess tomorrow but I should still be able to work that in or I could always switch it to multiple other days.  Or something.  What the hell am I even talking about anymore?