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What chance do I possibly have when Milica is wearing these things?  but thank you so much.  than you so so so much.  please after a long hard day of interviewing (hopefully in rooms with no proper air conditioning) please use my face to rest your feet.  PLEASE!  this morning I was listening to Megan Thee Stallion, really grooving to her album that came out last year.  I was also listening to her this afternoon.  I watched the Netflix movie Horse Girl again last night and noticed things I didn’t pick up on before cause I’m stupid.  I’m going to cry when Glow ends.  And if I have any guts at all I’ll also throw myself into the river (which reminds me of another river), I woke up on some red sheets and was crying while drinking last night.  I need to resume reading Pogo.  I love Blackhat.  I know I’m in the minority.  I hope one day I can see the director’s cut but I’m very happy with the theatrical cut and I often fall asleep clinging it to my bosom.  I love Mann’s visions.  Been watching the Miami Vice tv series.  And I thought of Manhunter.  And other great Mann things.  you know, I really love the Lovecraft story  The Colour Out of Space.  Not sure what I think of the recent adaptation.  And that JG Ballard book about the crystal forest.  I need to reread that one while guzzling bottom of the shelf wine.  You know, it’s not quite as good as Danny Elfman’s scores but I am definitely a fan of Elliot Goldenthal’s score for Batman Forever.  Why did I have to qualify it like that?  Why mention Elfman at all?  Because I’m a horse’s ass, that’s why.  The soundtrack is pretty great too!  Only one soundtrack is forever….  A large part of any of my seedy corrupt days involves thinking about pantyhose.  I have good memories from last summer of listening to Lila Downs albums.  I imagine I’ll listen to them again this upcoming summer.  I have a few ideas of what book I may read next.  I think one will arrive in the mail tomorrow.  I wasted most of my day but it at least it was all in service to greed!  You know I really did like that show Ghost Whisperer.  It was a very sweet heart warming program.  The first four years were pretty much perfect.  I’m looking forward to the new albums from Lady Gaga, Haim, Body Count and Pearl Jam.  Do I like ratchet music?  I need to sit in a lemon yellow chair. 

i thought i had the inland empire soundtrack but i was wrong casue i'm a big ugly lsoer.  and it is so expenisve.  maybe i can find a digital copy! my passion is equal to the task.  i need to spill ketchup on myselft.  i need to have visions. what killed me the other day?  i remember the exact match.  i'm late on everythign.  stuff closing in.  heat's gettin' to me.  i just need a day.  one good day. i need someone to tell me if they know me.  cut off fingers last night, spiders the night before.  "JUST SHUT UP!" She screamed at me!  i really really hate myself.  my mommies didn't lvoe me.  love those 3 Parliament albums.  love p funk.  love the wu tang clan.  i really like doja cat's album! holding back tears last nightw hile listening ot bat for lashes.  i was sitting in my car in a parking lot yesterday reading a Barry Gifford book.  I love reading in parking lots.  i recently ordered 2 other Gifford books from two different online sellers.  if only.  Need to keep reading Pogo.  I finished a book about a half hour ago.  I enjoyed the book.  It was Reina Isis tonight.  Line down the back.  What the hell is wrong with me? but that was it.  I can’t blame anyone or anything.  Tiffany and then Reina Isis.  Last Saturday night broke my heart but I was indebted and so could not say anything.  Man, Fun House by the Stooges is just one of my favorite albums ever.  Does it make me want to melt my face off?  hard to say.  It kind of feels like it though.  I need to get megan thee stallion’s new ep.  I think tomorrow.  Big dream this morning.  Zorn the other, some red bats.  Speaking of bats I love the new batmobile.  Don’t stab me in the back with an ear of corn. 

Rituals had me again.  Think back.  Favorite earlier today. Powered blue on black and descending, towering over, so beautiful and powerful.  Later on, red and green and little black on top.  The black was domino style, and very forcible green.  “I didn’t feel like wearing pants today” everything so wonderfully calculated.  I’m reading a good book these days.  Just reached seven seven seven.  Of course there was stark white and transparent white in the early evening while procuring something to counteract the effects of alcohol.  Is that everything?  Fisherwoman prior.  It’s all been building up and then down my throat again.  Crosseyes at one point.  Silly face.  Nothing quite makes sense.  Where is the regret? Perhaps incapable as I so deeply mired in sin.  Heart loves sin.  Wild and something involving a longmower are the missing pieces, not as interesintg but just as fascinating and oddly crucial.  I can see the similarities.  Sundown later on and heart if I can remember.  Yes, favorite descending and exerting total control.  Need to kick.  In order to do this I need to buy little slips of paper and a stapler.  This can work.  I believe I can make this work.  but do I want it?  Precious little left anymore.  Good thing the machines are safely tucked away.  The eyes crossing cast evil irresistible spells.  Made to worship…after a long hard day…oh please.  The accounts are going to dwindle in no time if the beast is reawakened.  Love millennium.  I ate garbage earlier.  I am obsessed with… 

The Just My Size by Hanes Day Sheer Ultra Soft Touch feels the absolute best wrapped around my face so far.  I need to try the kind that has the control top though.  Please help me. the next logical step again.  All washed per policy.