Washing it down with a frosty glass of Nozz!

I was listening to Toto a lot recently.  Of that I am sure.  I went back and bought Lodger.  I would have been literally kicking myself in the teeth if I had not.  While drunk, I listened to Scott Walker but I was only on a caffeine high whilst listening to Toto.  I used to think Persiana Americana was a romantic song and then I did not but now I think it is a very romantic song.  it is one of my favorite songs.  I listened to that song over and over again while driving through and by majestic fields of wheat the other day.  I then drank a glass of farm fresh milk.  I am a pathetic repressed moron.  Or am I?  the more I discover the less I want to know.  Need to order that blu ray copy of Lord of Illusions.  

Johns was telling me about his fetish for women crossing their eyes, particularly during that knockout moment.  I must admit to not paying the strictest attention to what he was saying as I was working on my 5th Singapore Sling.  I watched Justice League the other day and unironically loved it.  But we must be careful of first blushes.  Still, I am pleased that the powers that be appear to be moving on from their foolhardy shared universe plan.  

Lot of laughs and I found myself unable to express anything anymore.  It was a slightly evil laughter and perhaps that is why I liked it so damn much.  I am a repressed pathetic moron.  

I was thinking about white shirts a lot.  I was thinking about white shirts and black ties; bow ties and neck ties.  I could not decide between the two.  Sometime they were red.  I think.  Black matched with black but I’m not sure red matched with anything. And transparencies.   Removed and then thrown away.  

I am made of sludge.  

Please forgive me everyone.  I have failed so many people in so many different ways.  I think I forgot who is my Rhapsody in Blue. I adore the song King of the Kerb by Echobelly.  I hate myself and it is sometimes oh so difficult to get out of bed in the morning.  I love Superman the Movie.  Even though they are all from different eras I find that Superman the Movie, Tim Burton’s original 1989 Batman and this year’s Wonder Woman movie make a great triple feature and are all classic films of the DC trilogy. I’m drinking cheap whiskey on the rocks right now. I’m a big rocks drinker.  Finished a book of short stories by Clive Barked called The Inhuman Condition the other day.  Great collection, some haunting and funny work there.  Finished the miniseries Show Me A Hero this morning.  Great mini-series; superb work by Oscar Isaac.  I’m wearing a string bikini and am sitting in Bermuda whilst I write this.  He’s fallen madly in love with the daughter of the demon.  In his fantasies she tortures him and then offers words of comfort and physical affection.  

I just caught myself in the mirror and man, I’m ugly.  

Erica Durance is my favorite Lois Lane.  

I was overjoyed to find that my 30th anniversary remastered copy of Christopher Young’s Hellraiser score arrived today.  I listened to it while driving around and hating myself.  
Are there any words which could adequately describe my love of hosiery?  Doubtful.  
These were the moonlight thoughts.  I think.  I was there with the singer.  La Cantante.  Though the accent is a bit off.  I recall that blissful moment from so long ago at the seafood eatery.  Notes together.  Something last night about my pinky.  My pinky.  That was unexpected. But great.  Then a touch.  Lumbar back area.  A room somewhere.  Oh no, why does my mind betray me.  Please, please, just give those back or let me have them again.  we shouldn’t do this.  Oh please please, just a kiss.  Let me just feel that.  nothing is real anymore.  I hate myself so much.  sometime before all those lovely moonlight thoughts I was deeply considering finishing things, you know?  

Interactive menus is my favorite bonus feature.  I love the movie Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me.  Lynch’s best?  No.  But I love it.  Gialloesque, says I!  Positively Gialloesque!  

Quick!  Call plastics!  And dump that cocaine!  There’s a dj out there turning led into gold.  I once knew her.  I may again know myself.  

Superman needs to come kiss us all to make us forget!  Please Superman, please!  He can make us forget all evil and then we’ll be good people and not these worthless husks.  We are all so terrible.  But he can fly around the world and plant big wet ones on everyone and make us all forget our awfulness!

Lately, when I’ve been laughing it sounds a lot like I’m crying.  

I think I’m going to start watching Days of Our Lives again.  

When I talk, I sometimes need subtitles to understand what I’m saying.

This is going to be bad, we just have to get through it.  

Inanimate objects keep talking to me.  I have felt rather empty as of late.  There’s a neat stack of Clive Barker movies at my side.  There’s artificiality right there in the corner.  Can’t forget about Lime Green Time.  I recently acquired Lime Green Time.  I need to eat some corned beef hash really soon.  Straight from the can of course.  Peter was right when he said modern love can be a strain.  

King was in the fantasy somewhere.  Not steve, though I love his books.  This king is a toehead.  I think my love affair with corned beef hash recently ended.  Man, TPFWW really does come close though.  I’ve watched it roughly 17 times in the past 2 days and I’ll be damned if it doesn’t come damnably close!  

I’ll be tuning into the Lifetime channel this Sunday at 8 PM to catch the premiere of My Christmas Prince.  

I’m going to drink coffee now.  Getting out of bed was difficult this morning as I had an overwhelming urge to die.  

What’s happening to me? 

Shine a flashlight on my face while I ride them like reindeer.