Tuesday, January 9, 2018

inbetweener (love orange image, 1055, am i tilting or drifting today or just breaking glass?)1(not !)

I really fucking like the Foregrow EP.  Fuck it but I do!  I consider him to be much more of a 202ist these days.  I listened to it on repeat ad naseum the other day while doing work that was first dry and then wet.  Earlier that same day all those fashion try on hauls had me in a trance.  I also watched Lord of Illusions earlier that same day and a Fugazi documentary.  But yeah, Foregrow.  It gets a big hearty thumbs up (my hirsute buttocks) from yours falsely!  I’ve no idea what he’s up to these days but please release more!  That very last song – Unf – reminded me in one part very much like the song Sleep Around by The Artist Formerly Known as Prince from disc 3 of his 1996 album Emancipation (one of my personal fave albums of his).  I’m off to listen to more Kraftwerk, Tangerine Dream and Neu! right now and then I’ll return to Foregrow.  Then maybe I’ll eat a pastrami on rye sandwich with a lot of mustard or better yet stare out the window for a while.  Windows have me.  I wish my last name was windows.  I never did get around to buying that gold tick.  Maybe one day….

I’m beloved in the comedic community.  I love how increasingly insular things are becoming.  Very soon I won’t have to actually physically interact with everyone.  Won’t that be a glossy paradise on earth.  I don’t like to go outside.  What a bizarre coincidence then that I’m listening to Earl Sweatshirt right now.  I want to live in a blue room.  I suspect we’ll meet for drinks later one and regale one another with stories.  I love consuming alcohol because it makes me feel numb and then I don’t feel so bad anymore.  I like to drink in excess until I pass out and then in the morning I drink fruit juices, the same kind sunbaked farmers probably prefer.  God bless the working stiff.  Puppet vegetables are cute.  I was listening to Tyler the Creator and now I’m listening to Neu!  Such is the nature of wisdom.  I should be driving right now.  I’ve already had my afternoon tea.  What would I do without it?  I should pack by suitcase and strut around.  Hopefully I won’t tear both quads after my prodigious strutting.  He didn’t even sell it!  What a hardcase.  Those piano keys sound great.  I never get tired of the Motorik beat.  Ah, 75.  That’s the one.  Ocean waves.  I never get tired of the sound of my own voice. 

Listening to Kraftwerk now.  I musn’t forget about 10.  Seriously, how could I have been so unbelievably fucking stupid as to forget about Ten.  This needs to be the model.  This is the correct way.  The form and the light.  Ten is everything.  Arguably, it’s the only thing.  Is that a model we can follow?  Gotta excise a bunch of excrement.  And canyons.  Ten and canyons. Paul knew the truth.  He knew it was just a matter of composition and minutes and then it really would be an approximation of the central desire, the basic conceit.  Should we strive for the blowing of minds?  This will be just like a class told in a foreign language.  I ate cake the other day.  Not really a fan of cake, the food or the band.  But this cake I liked.  So suit me.  he is constantly dealing with utter fucking idiots.  He despise them all.  Who’s this?  There were a lot of imaginings in fields a long time.  Waiting outside doors.

It was the in the shape of a W as I recall.  It seems like a separate person entirely.  There’s something illusory there.  are these real memories.  He wishes he wasn’t himself.  Red and blue at that time, yes?  Anticipation in the sweaty, boiling heat.  Doubling down on the pleasure.  i was discovering myself in the looking glass.  Though I’ve never been a star. Not even close.  I needed a staple.  As I recall I needed three staples.  It hurts him to remember these things.  But he liked to do it anyway.  I have so many questions.  Later on seen in Target.  More than once?  Everything through a window.  There were two laboratories.  One was noisier than the other.  None of that mattered.  It was all careful coordination.  He walked through the hallway once in t-shirt, bandanna, cowboy hat and sunglasses.  Someone was at his side though not nearly as guarded.  It hurts to remember these things.  has it been more than a decade?  These memories have all but disappeared entirely.  Once he is gone there will be no trace of them anywhere.  Really beautiful, he thinks time and time again before finally saying it aloud.  A wave later on.  What’s your name.  it is right that they be forgotten.  he wishes he could be forgotten.  the reality is not so detached.  How utterly proper. 

It seemed fitting.  Especially now as I’m traversing the orange sun drenched roads of Warszawa.  I suspect there are questions to which we will never have the answers.  I owe you so much.  Daily.  The still lifes inside the spacecraft.  I’m looking for water.  Is that what it’s all about?  How would they treat us?  Eventually there was ascension though, yes?  But not without leaving behind the most essential texts.  Explorations which will last.  Forever.  In one iteration ruined by earthly matters.  Only a chapter though.  It is a great way to end things by passing out in a café.  Careful when shooting blanks though.  It all comes back around and revival is on the future menu.  Constant revival.  I do not believe there was no plan.  I slipped into different kinds of glass traps many years ago and it was a glorious decision.  I remember the receiving.  This is more constant than any friendship.  This is an endless font of inspiration; life growing organically from life, outside and in my electric blue room.  All the soaring days of our lives.  Thank you.  I won’t stay in a sad place. 

I how the Trans Europa Express just keeps chugging even when I least expect it.  A couple heroes there too.   Seems I’ve been far too ignorant of Afrika. 


Happy Birthday to Scott today.  Thanks to you as well!  Many happy returns.    

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