Tuesday, January 16, 2018

tiny boots (blue, missing board, small paper written on card_)

There are no gems in anything anymore.  I keep looking around for that sign to tell me this is not an exit.  Maybe I miscalculated and should have ventured out yet again.  I so love being by myself.  15 dollars was a steal but I would have rather stole.  I should have dedicated my life to working at a gas station.  is it too late to change my vocation?  Or my plantation?  Makes a cat nervous the thought of settling down.  Coughing up hairballs all through the night.  Why the extra stamps?  The extra ink?  He will be asking himself this until the sun obliterates us all.  Questions are eating me alive.  Radar.  I like that word a lot.  Book 5 is right there on my desk because I oh so love book 5.  Things make me cry sometimes and I like it.  Sometimes I burst into tears for no reason at all.  I have recurrent blissful fantasies about my death. 

He considered.  He made that plan.  To take place right after his favorite activity.  He wanted to do it right after that period piece with the island.  Best of the year maybe.  But that would have tarnished too much.  Best to do it after a different.  One. 

Atom Egoyan’s Chloe.  I have watched this movie twice now (or has it been 3 times?).  I conclude it is a minor work in Egoyan’s oeuvre but a work I very much enjoy nonetheless.  No doubt it helps that it has Liam Neeson and Julianne Moore in two of the three lead roles and these are two of my favorite actors.  Still, it is Amanda Seyfried as the titular character and third lead who most impresses me.  The script puts forth a relatively stock two dimensional person, the likes of which has been seen in potboilers and thrillers for decades.  The movie could have easily fully gone in this direction and would have remained perfunctorily satisfying.  But I credit Egoyan – whose work is filled with multilayered and deeply troubled characters – but especially Seyfried (Egoyan seems to be in pleasant autopilot form here) with elevating that role to something more.  Her performance is immeasurably valuable and inspirational and she presents a sympathetic, lovable, frightening and tragic character who shall remain in my memories and my annals of beloved midnight characters (perhaps first consciously begun with Dennis Hopper’s Tom Ripley from Wim Wender’s The American Friend and subconsciously begun with the two romantic leads from Tim Burton’s Batman Returns).  It is a film and especially a performance to which I look forward to many happy returns.  Should I ever meet Seyfried I would like to compliment her on exemplary work in this motion picture. 

I just need to raise the scratch.  But there is a plan in place now.  They are all so beautiful.  Let’s use the ones Che utilized!  Everyone loves those Che t-shirts.  Red one?  so unbelievably beautiful.  Just want to lens things.  things are so much more real when they are not. I am terribly ugly failure.  I am a useless individual.  This sentence has five words. 

The real consideration is whether or not something is missing.  He was right about killing muses.  Searching is necessary.  I need to protectively smuggle in some endangered animals.  There are several very viable ones lurking about.  But is it not better without them?  I watched Jeepers Creepers 3 yesterday which must be the newest and most terrifying chapter.  I watched something else yesterday.  Lady Bird.  I have In the Blood on right now while I’m working extremely hard, nearly popping blood vessels.  I adore Carano and it looks great on my 2nd rate television.  Oh Gina.  I need to figure out what camera Stockwell used because this movie is fucking gorgeous!  I just love the look!  Or is my Carano adoration seeping in.  question mark.  Hmmm, maybe.  The more I learn the less I want to know.  

I’ve been traversing the Oscar bait as of late, ever vigilant and on the lookout for true precious stones.  Joe Lolly’s albums continue to serve as major inspiration.  Especially while she awaits on the arrival of powdered protein.  I need to head to the liquor store at some point today and utilize my credit card.  My stomach has been hurting something awful as of late.  Kids annoy me to a nigh unbearable degree.  So old people and teenagers and adults in general.  

I’m looking forward to the premiere of Black Lightning tonight.  

It was the electric blue panties that put it over the top in the best possible way.  But there was mail to be tended to and he wasted no time in zooming to the office of post.  The real question is whether sufficient postage was at hand. 

I ate a slice of pizza today.  The other day I ate a slice of pizza and a bowl spaghetti.  It was arguably the greatest moment in my life.  I watched a train today.  I was so pleased with that And Credit.  It made everything worthwhile.  Old people are extremely annoying and it is disheartening to realize that the majority of humanity remains idiotic from cradle to the grave. 

What was I listening to earlier?  Now I remember.  I was listening to Britney Spears’ classic album Blackout.  Then I was looking up instructions to complete an extremely simple act but I desperately needed the instructions because I am an extremely stupid person.  I wish I didn’t have to talk to anyone.  Don’t want to miserable for the rest of your life?  How pathetic.  We are such sad disgusting creatures.  I never really got into Donkey Kong.  I guess I’ve never been much of a gamer.  So suit me.  something Italian please.  Maybe a soda too.  Or another word for ice cream.  God, stop being so pedantic.  We both have third rate educations.


I’m drinking juice right now.  I suppose without juice I wouldn’t want to go on living.  JUMEX to be accurate.  Peach.  She was a peach.  Do you remember that?  I’m asking someone who will never read this which is both comical and tragic.  It makes me laugh derisively at myself.  Peanut  butter was the code word.  And birthed in that very moment was an obsession which would consume the world.  Did it perhaps end when that new sundial was bought?  I’m Mr. Most Likely to Eat a Patrami on Rye Sandwich.  You want a piece of me?  

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