Tuesday, October 18, 2022

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Watched a third of the shooting andy Warhol thing and at some point prior I also watched part of an episode of the Dahmer thing.  In between I was deep in fantasy about a tall Brazilian plus size beauty putting me into some reverse headscissors and suffocating me while laughing and berating me in her native tongue.  Ideally she’d be wearing some black or lace red panties.  Apropos of nothing, seeing that live footage of rock n roll with me was something else!  Don’t want zack back or really most of that garbage.  I like books that literally have a pulpy feel to them.  Up my ass.  Still waiting on a bid from someone for some fucking thing.  There’s a broken down van outside someone wants to buy.  I might have a piece of sausage for lunch.  I didn’t drink very much last night, just a few glasses of wine.  Miss the hard stuff.  Someone sent me a free book in the mail and I forgot to say thank you.  I’m the asshole.  Mazzy has me.  I plan to drink a lot in the midnight hour very soon.  At some point we all agreed that the pointless life is the best life.  Good to lose our passion for everything.  Then at some point a massive Brazilian BBW was crushing my face with her powerful and voluminous quaking ass and when she let up and allowed me to breath she demanded tender kisses on those jiggling ass cheeks.  Need to listen to nico again.  Need to find somewhere to submit some fucking thing.  Would like to reread from hell at some point.  and rewatch rob zombie’s Halloween 2.  No idea if I love it or not.  It’s all illusory. I think I loved ends though.  Best of the new trilogy by far.  Jamie pointless again.  There’s a little paperback book to the left of me with yellowed pages.  Just how I like my pages.  I also like whiskey on the rocks.  The toxics have me.  All decked out in their playboy bunny outfits.  How I could love for them to rub their delicious hosiery clad asses right on my face while laughing and berating me.  How I would love for them to lay me down and use my dumb ugly face as their personal footrest, 3 pairs of glorious and aromatic hosiery clad feet all on my face, hosiery clad feet after a great long hard match, them deserving the rest and accolades.  “you fink.”  I’m drinking water now.  Amazing how little happens on most days.  We all just staying upright out of habit.  Got some crumb comin’ my way.  Need to call a garage door company.  Durance still my favorite.  Bleeding all over.  Petra last night.  I’m writing to Jeffers now.  Need to reread lispector.  Night porter too.  No, got that wrong.  Not porter you dumb fuck.  Wood!  Didn’t understand shit.  Luckily I just went to the kitchen and got a mug of black coffee.  Some weird doctor or something.  Something tawdry going on.  Talked to Johnny Mixed Nuts for a while.  Someone thanking me for being a friend while getting some apples.  Just a lot of bullshit.  Then at some point I was watching a woman in lace panties sit down on a cake she’d baked and frosted.  This would have already wildly turned me on but hearing her reaction, how much she was turned on by the act of sitting on that freshly baked cake just turned me on even more!  And from there so many glorious moments of lovely big fat assed women in lace or silk panties sitting on all manner of food from loaves of bread to pizza to barbecue chicken!  All so fantastic!  Queen three tonight, eh?  I’m receiving helpful recommendations on lots of used pantyhose for sale.  I been missing out on the cmll payperviews in part cause I’m a jackass but also in part because they don’t make it easy but I gotta catch what’s coming up as it should be quite good.  I love dc comics but I just can’t get excited anymore especially if we’re talking restoration.  Cave’s soundtrack for the recent controversial thing on suffering is fantastic.  Loved the thing too maybe my favorite of this current calendar.  Love the tommyknockers.  Need to reread at some point.  Maybe outside while eating fruit.  No, probably inside and surrounded by wet cardboard.  Really loved that 90’s look.  Door open and bam, 90’s look.  LOVED the previous thing too, the empty patches.  Knows what she’s working with.  Makes me wanna travel to a sun drenched place, get utterly wasted and then royally fuck my stupid life up!  Saw someone out of context the other day and realized I’d never noticed what a beautiful smile.  Maybe because always smiling.  Smile made me want to lose it though in my dreams.  So much fuckery with apples is going on right now.  How did apples come to dominate so much of my fucking pathetic worthless existence?  I spent a lot of last night shining my phone’s light on things.  Or did i?  the more I learn the less I want to know.  What’s the name of that new ufo thing?  Got it! Moment of contact!  It’s all about that incident that took place in brazil during the 90’s.  I’m pretty sure it's all horseshit but it’d probably be a fun watch anyway!  Fun in the moment and then terrifying at night when I’m unable to fall asleep even after downing several shots of whiskey, several glasses of wine and several shots of zzzquil!  Reminds me I need to buy a carton of fat free milk.  Or do I?! the more I learn the less I want to know! Oh shit! Oh hot damn!  That reminds me I need to fill in the Dario gaps cause I really loved that new iteration all about sunglasses.  Ilenia Pastorelli was fantastic.  It’ll be a regular.  I just needed some wine and pizza with pepperoni, sausage, mushrooms and olives. 

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