Tuesday, January 8, 2019

FPOTY(HB)(and of course the multiple obsessions taking hold, so kind last time, sweet suffocation and...)



Anyone who knows me knows that Once Upon in Mexico is one of my all time favorite films.  I keep getting polar and arctic confused due to the common denominator.  Watching mqb last night I nearly had a heart attack during Denise’s portion but that’s what made the moment so lovely.  My new year’s resolution is to sink even further into the depths of alcoholism.  I’ve been listening to the album Disraeli gears by cream recently.  I love that band name.  and bruce’s bass playing.  I’ve been listening to other stuff too.  At some point last night I became convinced the last wave was pointing to signs extraterrestrial though ultimately I did not have the intestinal fortitude to find out for sure.  But the owls, the shadowy figures, strange visions, disturbing drawings, the eyes.  Or is it more of an ink blot?  Am I just projecting?  I read Katerina recently and I’m not sure if it was good or not.  I think it might have been.  Why qualify anything?  I watched cruising recently.  Loved it. 
I’m just waiting for the middle day these days and of course there will be the jackal who is not the jackal.  Though have things changed now with the new clocks?  Maybe I’m only setting myself up for further waiting and disappointment though that would certainly serve me right.  Can’t stop thinking about…the blue…the fish….  I don’t know anything, why we have to live in so much pain. And then she became the jackal, no that’s not quite right she sort of morphed into the jackal who is not the jackal it all makes sense though and numb hands and shaky hands and I can’t think straight and this is everything and there was actual niceness last time, that’s right I said niceness, prefer here or there?  no preference, whatever you want, laughing but early bird on the compensation but whatever I don’t understand anything but I deserve (incomplete sentence). 
There was ice earlier and it all made sense but then he realized the importance of a proper greeting.  Arms have him.  Plants as well.  It all adds up so solid but of course this is just the beginning of a very long span of time and the hope is that the body does not give out before then.  Man, I need a drink.  I’m reading a Dean R. Koontz book though not in this very second.  The music videos of Encanto Latino get me through some very HARD times.  My itunes crapped out before I could properly sync up my ipod.  I drove somewhere today but they did not have the item I needed.  So then I drove to another place and they had what I need there but not what I wanted from the previous place and during the course of it all I realized the morning is the only opportune time to visit a place that I visited between those two places and that place used to be a shang gri la and I have hopes. 
The clips have me.  and the jackal again. And something green.  Like the pendant life comes back around on itself, eh.  How long?  Why so long?  But now this surging hormonal fever dream it all suddenly makes sense again.  Sweet and beautiful pleasure against the ropes.  Could blade trinity be the greatest movie ever made?  Speaking of pure cinema I need to place an order today.  That is, after I drink more black coffee.  Got that list here.  Palmitas arriba.  The dancing again, blue, only once and probably only once ever but at least there is the one time. 
Tinta tinta everything is tinta.  Awe, the sins seen through deeply coded words.  And the taunts come in different forms.  Hands shaking and going numb.  Hard to think straight.  Anything for science.  Waited too long. Submissions have me.  hold a little tighter, I might just….  Of course it all comes down to the proper catch of the day.  all these things and then tinta again.  Tinta and china.  Good thing plastics haven’t failed me.  this country is built upon plastics.  One day I plan to deliver a speech about the importance of plastics while standing in front of an American flag before then giving a deceptive gift to a kind alien.  I’m something of a savant.  I watched a movie last night that I liked.  I think no I know that I’ll get a drink later. 

Of course, the latest edition of sin was released at the most opportune moment, replete with green dress.  Hunting.  And something else now without hair but not in the iteration display.  Later talking about something beyond compare, constant presence, eyes of mystery, die tonight.  But then of course the purchases have been made.  It all adds up. 
And now of course there was the aforementioned ice and there was so recent the earmarked but does that even make sense and of course he means the words replacement and bedecked in the décor of the holiday many deem controversial and trying hard not to focus too greatly. But easily this could be the perpetrator of so much electrocution among other things and recently seen that there was a return to the little pleasure and of course this previously brought so much pleasure but one must treat lightly and oh what is anyone even saying anymore and so many purchases in so little time. 
Living in oblivion is a movie I really like.  I’m going to listen to aerosmith tomorrow.  That has nothing to do with anything though. And will the presence of the jackal who is not the jackal be achieved, that is the question and who knows about that unknown location that has so much in common with pasta iterations and everything sin related is lined up so well and there is so much awful about me and I and yours truly and me and me and me and me and he is obsessed with that jackal and that dark and the most violent and the denier and everything is so amazing. 
And now just before it changes I raise a drink to you and humbly say thank you for everything.  Thank you for your art.  It lives on forever. 

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