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Of course the majority of my day was spent playing Sonic R for the Sega Saturn.  Sonic R is still the best video game I’ve ever played in my entire worthless life and the only game I dare to play in this day and age of political unrest.  It also – easily – has the best soundtrack to any video game in history.  I strong memories of purchasing this game at a Target store during the cold December of 1997 and in that moment my life was changed forever. In line later one and I had to break a twenty and I didn’t understand quite what was going on,  lovely mystery to me.  do I have it in me for the summer scorcher.  I see now and am very excited that I will be watching a work of adoration subject to two thousand once I complete two thousand as I am slowly becoming far more deeply appreciate of the mythology.  I walked away very impressed just as I was sinking further into the depths of alcoholism.  Indeed, interrogatories are something entirely different but the palm scar is the key for this particular abstraction and maybe this was indeed the finest singular snapshot so far.  I see a morphing here, a transformation taking place yet this was certainly in keeping with the grim spirit of the first iteration.  Again, I feel the obsession growing and it is a great thing.  Just as the little star was returned to me.  so briefly.  But I will take anything.  I am nothing.  I’ve never really liked American horror story but you know I might watch the upcoming season 9.  Or will i?  the more I learn the less I want to know.  I ate a steak a while ago but it was overcooked.  I like my red meat to bleed.  Half playing cards and scary eyes with navy blue around them.  I think perhaps fun house is going to be scorching me.  can his fingers brings the fire during the coming boiling months?  Can you do what you want?  Of course through all this I cannot neglect the importance of drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes.  And big chunky handfuls of slime, goop, gunk and stretching it out.  I have to figure out the correct substances.  But all that tactility is only a….i don’t know.  Its not the main thing but in a sense it is the main thing.  Makes a lot of sense.  All of it is the main thing but only one main thing can be the actual main thing.  Or something.  It is a certainty that the next box will be replete with a black neck and skittishness and filthiness and I will need to discover the apocryphal information and mayhaps this will be the crucial ingredient to the something main thing I was just mentioning but again we I mean I need that apocalyptic fun house and the new kingdom.  Ah the smell of fish.  Handling the aquatic throughout all the days and of course there was the precious and intoxicating division of pink while we stood recounting past shames and it was wonderful.  It seems I don’t have much analysis but, correctly put, this simply booked; true excellence.  Secrets are traveling again.  I see we must all return to the place of original inspiration.  I do believe a new powerful potion may have been added into the mix.  But which fits in beautifully.  The end of all things.  the necessary destruction of humanity and looking on in a gregarious voyeuristic fashion.  Ah, now I fully understand the resonance of research.  The extremes of sex have been brought into sharper focus and I see cruising as a delightful command more than anything else.  Hotter than the sun. there is nothing behind the sun.  the raw fragile precious beauty must only exist in the smallest of doses.  He must live inside the hate for this to be effective.   And now I see the upcoming epic importance of traveling watermelon men and the ivories.  There is so much taking place I’m not sure how it can all happen.  Or something.  I watched a Latina pantyhose try on haul video earlier today.  I was only able to make to the second pair of hosiery.  Once again, my doom is sealed.  My doom is constantly being sealed. 

Lisey’s Story is one of my favorite Stephen King novels so imagine my excitement upon learning it would be adapted to an 8 episode miniseries starring Julianne Moore.  I was happy I immediately ate an entire 13 oz. jar of Kraft Jet-Puffed Marshmallow Creme.  Then I thought long and hard about how great it would be to blow my brains out though I lamented that I would likely not be able to see haunting after imagery of blood, bone and brain matter splattered across the wall of my posh flat.  I like the word piebald but I rarely use it conversation. I watched a movie the other night and really liked it.  It had the woman from Batman Forever.  It was also directed by someone who made a movie I really loved a couple years and I think I had just as strong feelings for this new work as I did slash do for that previous one and so I now will follow this director forever!  But yes, this current discussion involving seven times two…possibly the very best so far?  Hmmm, don’t want to commit to that.  As ever, I continue to miss the maternal spirit and a bit of nihilistic pontificating but this was a real corker for sure!  And very stylish but not in a derivative way. Were I better man I’d be going for the very first in line.  Perhaps I would say I understand at the very end.  Intriguing what actions we might take in order to prevent earthquakes.  And now I see the raw anticipation returning when it comes to returning.  I have no invasion of doubts which is a play on something no one will understand.  I simply loved, wish to say more but unable due to inadequacy.  Of course, I listened a great deal Michael Chiklis’s album Influence again today.  Still the biggest influence on me as a person.  don’t know the color of 
eyes.  Spilled bottle but said my name.  running out of.  For the best?  Keep muses in heart.  Ball.