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And of course it makes sense to start things off with a bit of mystical theology.  I must locate very specific texts.  Education has me.  and what a rather frightening notion.  But we so love to believe we are free from sin.  It is consistently amusing.  I need to buy some rope and hand tools.  I was very happy to learn that one of my all time favorite movies if finally receiving a lovely blu ray release.  I always love when the rain sets in.  you know, I ignored Bria’s disc for so long because I was so jazzed for the other two discs.  It’s been a decade of ignoring this.  I can’t believe it’s actually been a decade!  I hope I was thinking about it on the day of.  But you know, I’m listening to bria’s disc right now and I do quite like it.  Much like I really like all the protégé albums!  And some I even love!  Man, the playing on this disc is so smooth and the production so sumptuous!  But really, the  production on all three was very strong.  What a dope I’ve been.  Speaking of albums, I’m curious about Patitucci’s new release.  I had the movie dark blue on earlier.  It goes well the other movie I mentioned the other day. Ah now the much welcome return of the maternal spirit for whom I have been clamoring.  And indeed the rich obsession is taking hold.  I was surprised by something mentioned.  What, was it again?  Think!  Goddam you, think!  Forcibly bangs my head against filing cabinets.  Something about mutilation I think, something about a specific mutilation.  But there was also terrified swimming and again one must wonder about the psychic connection.  If it indeed exists.  Staring up the stairs.  Father figure.  It all comes down to. … loose theme maybe, so sidewalk walking is very appropriate and a nice little denouement.  I think sunnier fruitier things are going to be invading my ears in the coming months.  But I will of course reserve time for the apocalypse.  I see myself dirty and homeless somewhere.  Of course I immediately made a connection to well loved text.  There was a wolf.  No, I’m wrong, it was a fox.  And the mention of the plague.  Which of course brings forth the cruising factor again and then we’re back at the opening salvo where I mentioned the grateful edition and the deeper understanding I discussed yesterday ( I shake).   Slouching towards Bethlehem.  We all.  Vibes of weather report are from the lotus.  A lot of rich musicianship booming.  It has been too long.  I’m always a neglectful individual.  I’m going to purchase some texts and images with which to delve deeper.  The same thing that did it for him last time did it for him again today.  Three pairs.  You know I like the new song by knarias.  I found a book I was looking for.  Deep self analysis must take place to analyze my every choice, my every like and my every dislike.  It can be truly said that I am a terrible and largely useless person.  I am often amused by people who do not believe they are terrible but really are.  Angel from Canada in yellow and then green.  Oh this never ends but I do believe many have thankfully been spared.  There’s too much peanut butter logic going on around me.  super lush I must say.  I am glad to have that digital form of auditory clarification on these subjects, I can see the difference on the triple aim; hit the target.  Though again, as I alluded to just the other day I do believe the jellyfish variation will continue to remain my preferred of the set.  Arbitrary family is not my preference getting back to the central thesis.  But we shall see about the possibility of reoccurrence.  Saw diana on an early morning program and realized I needed more sunshine so now I wait for a nighttime revelation.  Maybe it will carry over.  And now just a little bit of summary revisal I see I was dense, likely from alcoholic consumption that my former confusion is no easily alleviated.  I have underestimated psychic connections between parents and offspring and therefore inadvertently minimized certain important revelations (perhaps not a bad word considering the path to perfection).  And indeed, this is very massive is one is now inheriting those visions and perhaps confirmation on a prior suspicion slash confusion.  Ah, this shall be one of great importance during the eventual foreign second coming (connected back to the widening in the initial entry, don’t confuse line number one, mispronounced name to someone who purports fondness).  Yes, I am even more intrigued.  Acceptance can come despite the ever shifting thesis.  Or was this element always present?  Can’t help but feel on the cusp on something.  Boiling.  Best not to make so many parallels.  I do believe this would fit in perfectly down that mysterious road.  Is there a place where they all meet?  That is the motel, or is it a hotel?  Yes, I see now, it is a hotel in one space and a motel in the other.  Exploding you.  These all go down the same path and I am wondering what happened to me during those years.  For a terrifying moment I thought a specific wildness had been completely removed from this world.  Renewal.  I’m not really here.  I still remember holding the world in the palm of his hand.  And now this links back to one trade for coin.  Yes, even the name.  all linked up and now need the very same in melted candle wax.  And of course all the stars but particularly the living sun, the very same and why can’t the silver be more like the silver?  I think that could just be the key.  Silver to silver.  Giant key.  Embrace.  On the cusp of a premiere now.  Communication frightens me.  how to end?  Another winner.  Traveling back for comfort.  Internalizing.  Pot luck.  Spring dress.  Torture.