Sunday, April 20, 2025

need to buy a bag of spuds (i love eating cold pork n' beans straight out of the can, missing used hosiery) eye eye ex eye!

 

Stack em up!  This actually applies to something that I write about later but I’m retroactively putting it in right here at the beginning!  That’s the power of the written word!  But yes, stack em’ up!  How wonderful!  How lovely.  If only I could have been, literally and figuratively supporting my Dark Angel.  That’s right!  It’s your old pal Jimmy Adjudication!  Back again after eating red meat and tepid tap water (personal favorite).  Last time I was here I was working my inches to a woman stepping on some cooked macaroni and cheese.  In the meantime my insecure opinion was validated by random jerks online: the 4k Batman release looks like crap and the audio changes are tasteless and unnecessary! Damn you Warner Brothers; you stupid fucks!!! Anyway, whatever.  “you want to get Teal?! Come on! Let’s get Teal!” hahahaha!  Ass Cream Cake is on sale for $3.69!!!  I just took a tremendous crap!  I betrayed myself the other.  I used the excuse of fear to abdicate responsibility.  I’m sorry.  Very low.  black underneath.  So close.  A story about pushing someone out of the back office.  How lovely.  As a general rule I’m not a fan of the fatal four way format.  It’s difficult to build momentum this way with everyone always interrupting everyone else’s spots.  and it’s difficult for one to stand out and rivalries to be properly built on with all the chaos.  And if there is a particular one that needs pushing, it is similarly hard to make that happen with two others in the mix.  And this had those problems!!! And yet….the psychology.  I am ensorcelled.  The Dark Angel has me.  I was panicked.  And then the devil’s kiss.  So lovely, the devil’s kiss.  And I cheered with her.  so thankful.  No relinquishing.  Retaining . so thankful.  And now to see if the big big push comes.    The little photo op and spot backstage was nice.  Still some progress to make on promos but that is largely a language issue.  Once native tongue was employed the pop was there.  so cute.  So lovely.  The blue was incredible.  The detail!!! The novel I’m reading right now is quite good and compulsively readable (which is necessary for the type of book it is) but sometimes a little bit too clever, which can be tiring.  Or can it?!  the more I learn the less I want to know.  Drank too much last night.  Or did i?!  the more I learn the less I want to know.  A novel is a three hundred or four hundred or five hundred or thousand or whatever page love letter to one person.  interesting.  Novels are so cool!  Four four four, holy fuck!!! End of the world!!!  My god, stunned by the red on black, red on black!! (it’s like new rose all black on black on black on black).  And the other black on top!  Red tie!!! (Red heart red heart)!  Incredible! Reminded me also of a place I haven’t visited in a long time.  red tie! And the flesh colored…oh god.  And then the… but what of the news?  The acquisition.  That is interesting.  I will be there in june.  No physically.  But tuned in.  but how is she taking this?  Seeing as how as the acquisition is also the house of her abuser.  I had no idea there was a pending lawsuit with the toxic one.  fantasies of me being electrocuted!  Resist!  Amazon!  I’m in love with defeat!  Mystery partner mystery partner!  Red heart red heart!  Time to eat a pound of mac and cheese to work through the humiliation.  I have a humiliation kink.  I have a being electrocuted kink . wish I could go out and get wasted tonight but I just don’t have the scratch!  That’s the sad ass life you lead when you’re Jimmy Adjudication!   also that fella from the dog pound or whatever it was, the bandanna thing around the bald head, very hoodish, forgot about his book and what he said about the Dark Angel.  There are so many layers to this.  I will be thinking about it for an eternity.  Big finale of night 1 was really good, as was the penultimate though the vet looked a bit weary.  Really enjoyed night 1.  Or did i?!  the more I learn the less I want to know.  I ate chicken wings earlier and they were almost too good.  Or were they?!  The more I learn the less I want to know.  Sheepishly said hi to the amazon.  I have thirst.  I think I’ll drive a tall glass of tepid tap water (my favorite).  And now morning of the slammy.  How wonderful.  Everything just keeps coming up roses (you swore that you’d love me).  love everything she says.  The word “again.”  This is a big push.  Nothing there for me anymore.  Do I have the balls to go for another walk today?  Doubtful.  My home reeks of raw sewage.  I saw the…I’ve been inside the….  Carrying around that belt everywhere!  I recently read a book I liked.  low on desire lately.  Evil Rebecca is so evil and scary!  Was also sexy for a bit but the balance of evil tipped to only be evil and scary.  I feel bloated.  Better drink some pepto.  Gonna read a big popular book soon maybe.  I’m gonna eat a carrot!  Oh God the shade the shade!  Fruit emoji!  Big difference! Devil’s kiss!  The sloppiness of it all!  The stiffness!  But who really runs these accounts?!  What does it all mean?! Would have murdered anyone for the photo op!  nice little domestic thriller the likes of which we never see anymore.  Pacific and their ilk.  Enemy and their ilk.  Hand and it’s ilk .  it’s all about the heat generation!  Need doom generation!  My whole fucking miserable life is a work!  oh jeez the butt the butt!! And me fantasizing about being electrocuted again and something gooey and slimy being forced into my mouth!  Listen to carly later and write some garbage don’t want to stop writing about you.  Gonna boil some eggs soon. 

 

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