Thursday, April 10, 2025

thought it was queen pineapple for a second but i was possibly dead wrong (supply closets and incorrect amounts on checks!)

 

Love that one lashes album so much.  I was living inside of it for a while and protected me with pure liquid emotion I could swim in and drink.  My god, did not realize that Jolt has a 4k physical release.  Jolt is another amazon movie starring Kate Beckinsale. It’s a total pile of crap but I love it so much and have watched it dozens of times and fantasized about her character in that movie thousands of times.  As a sign of respect and honor I need to buy this physical release.  The cover looks great. I am a deeply sad person.  love that werewolf scene in the movie trick r’ treat.  Or do I? the more I learn the less I want to know.  Maybe’ll start a vampire series.  Great actress, never realized how flawless her accent is cause I’m dumb.  Air smells good outside today.  I’m washing my sheets.  I love Ana Barbara’s legs in pantyhose.  It’s one of the few things I have left to live for.  Pantimedias.  So hot.  If only after a long night of rehearsal and concert she would use my face as her personal footrest while berating me in her native tongue.  Ni loca.  One of my faves to.  I’m watching a movie about Indians.  Real happy about that upcoming dirt cheap violator collection that’s coming out.  Always wanted to read that.  need moore.  Probably won’t even be able to afford given my current financial situation (see previous post).  Jennifer tilly looked so hot in Bride of Chucky!  Or did she?! The more I learn the less I want to know.  Just took a tremendous crap.  You gotta epilogue it at some point.  You’re destroying yourself.  “you’re my favorite.”  It’s important to leave things behind when they no longer work.  maybe go for a walk today.  Maybe eat carrots today.  Maybe get a good night’s sleep tonight.  Reduce mind pollution.  This cannot continue.  You are pushing yourself away from.  Maybe I’ll skip shaving today.  Maybe I’ll visit an ATM today.  I already drank a can of pineapple juice.  Maybe now I’ll go have a tall glass of tepid tap water (my favorite).  I’ll need some coffee at some point . there was a small paper insert in the year book.  I remember reading batman adventures annual number one back in the day.  writing some things out long hand with help.  Don’t expect too much from the end of the.  I have hunger.  Aliens nuked mars! Read the science!  I took a nap recently.  I didn’t have the chops!  I couldn’t cut the mustard!  Eye crossing!  Poison Ivy cosplay!  Me and my girl named bimbo!  Acapella!  It’s day now and the day is shining like a dandelion.  I have five kids and they all grew up to be serial killers!  What are the odds?!  Was interesting listening to the phillip klass of pro wrestling dissect the charlotte tiffy situation.  Go away heat, not heel heat!  I like to stare at people with my mouth open.  I need to buy a blonde wig for myself.  It’s all in the ear of the behearer.  Plastics.  This country was built on the plastics industry.  It should have been red instead of green.  Rubbed one out and then felt empty afterward.  Need to eat a bar of granola.  I’m so empty.  Miss you.  I wasn’t exactly dressed for disco dancing.  You’re my favorite.  My whole life is a work.  come.   I’m going to read for a while.  I have nothing to show for my life.  Maybe one day the Hungarian.  I already used up the one hundred dollars cash American I had in the white envelope.  I’m gonna go for a drive soon.  Think I’ll listen to carly rae whilst driving around.  Adjudication is in process!  Adjudication could take years!!  Centuries!!! Millennia!!!! My t-shirt smells all musty.  I feel like a stale bastard.  Maybe I should eat a whopper soon.  It’s been years since I ate a whopper.  Or has it?!  the more I learn the less I want to know.  I am such a boring person.  I consistently bore the shit out of myself.  I bore myself to sleep at night.  I gotta start punching walls more often.  Bathory is on the mend.  Another nice day out.  So why can’t I bring myself  to go for a walk?  I don’t have the balls!  Also, I’m too consumed with self loathing.  It makes lot of different activities harder than they should be.  I’m tired a lot.  Tired of myself.  If I ever meet her I hope she chokes me out with her feet.  I’d like a slice of pizza but I don’t want to be seen in public paying for and/or eating a slice of pizza.  Remember that time you were hanging out with a couple of friends, eating five dollar pizza on the sidewalk and some smelly loser homeless bastard came up to ya’ll and you generously gave him the rest of the pizza cause you and your friends were full?  I used to be a good person.  remember that time you had a successful life?  No?  that’s because it never fucking happened you worthless fuck!!! I don’t have very interesting thoughts anymore.  Still thinking about Stephanie Vaquer today.  Or am i?! the more I learn the less I want to know . need to correct myself there because she IS interesting.  Self conscious writing.  Nothing I do is ever natural.  Nothing I do is ever worth a tin shit.  I could go for some chicken wings right now.  too bad I don’t have any money.  Too bad my face is so ugly.  too bad I’ve never done anything worthwhile in my life.  The golden penetrators! Can’t wait to go to sleep tonight.  Being asleep is my favorite thing.  Fearless is underrated.  I realized the reason I never have any good moments is because I’m always present.  It’s hard to exclude yourself from your own day.  someone had on a green shirt last night.  Unfinished screwdriver. 

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